Nov 25, 2009
i just wanna say....................
i luv u
bo
jdkan ak org t`akhir dlm hdp bo y?
syangi ak trs,jgn prnh b`ubah..
jgn kcewain ak
jgn khianati ak...
"makasih udah syng ma ak slama ini"
Posted at 06:03 pm by betina-tangguh
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now,i feel comfort.........
akhirnya ak sebahagia ini....
setlah ak b`temu org2 yg bkin ak sakit
skarang hdup ak bs nyaman..
mdh2an bo ga akan b`ubah pe kpnpun
Thx God...........
for everythings
Posted at 05:43 pm by betina-tangguh
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Apr 6, 2009
mm...sedih,bingung tp yh gmn lg?? mang udh hrs dijalani...bwt percaya ma org yg pernah khianatin kita ga gampang.percaya ma ms bdh tu beda....ak pgn belajar prcaya lg tp yg ak dpt masa bdh.np siy? dy tuh dtng tiba2 np dy mau balik lg sdngkan dy ga mu nrima ak yg ky gn....pdhl mslh kan ad di dy bkn di ak? Ohhh God......bntu ak bwt jwb smuanya.kl mang dy bkn bwt ak? jauhkan dy sejauh mungkin..ak ga mau jatuh berkali2 di lubang yg sama....tp kl dy mang tercipta bwt ak.jdkan dy imam dlm hdpku yg membuat ak jd lebih baik,menjagaku,dan ak ga menyesal disuatu saat nanti krna ak pilih dy.....amien
Posted at 08:36 am by betina-tangguh
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Mar 22, 2009
lg kngen ma msllu
hiks..sebuah pljrn b`hrga
lwt dy ak bs lbh baik
org yg prnh bkn ak syng bgt,setia,b`bagi & t`skiti
lngkapkan smuanya......
gpp kok " i`m fine....!!! "
t`nyata yg ak pkr ak bkl ga bs hdp tnpa dy
smua it cm pkrn ak aj
bktinya ak bs ko.......b`jln tnpa dy
yg m`kpn ak mulai dr nol lg
ak prcya ko ak bkl lbh baik tnp dy
amien
Posted at 09:06 pm by betina-tangguh
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Dec 31, 2008
my sountrack-------Rocket Rockers-------Ingin hilang ingatan
menghilanglah dari kehidupanku.
enyahlah dari hati yang telah hancur.
kehadiran sosokmu kan menyiksaku.
biarkan disini ku menyendiri.
pergilah bersamanya disana.
dengan dia yang ada segalanya.
bersenang-senanglah sepuasnya.
biarkan disini ku menyendiri.
terlintas keinginanku dapat.
hilang ingatan agar semua terlupakan.
dan ku berlari sekencang-kencangnya.
tuk melupakanmu yang tlah berbalik.(yang tlah
berbalik..)
reff : disini, kembali.
kau hadirkan ingatan yang seharusnya kulupakan.
dan ku hancurkan adanya.
disini, kembali.
kau hadirkan ingatan yang seharusnya kulupakan.
dan ku hancurkan adanya.
letih, disini.
ku ingin hilang ingatan.
letih, disini.
ku ingin hilang ingatan
letih, disini.
ku ingin hilang ingatan.
letih, disini.
ku ingin hilang ingatan.
disini, kembali.
kau hadirkan ingatan yang seharusnya kulupakan.
dan ku hancurkan adanya.
disini, kembali.
kau hadirkan ingatan yang seharusnya kulupakan.
dan ku hancurkan adanya.
pergilah bersamanya disana.
dengan dia yang ada segalanya.
Posted at 05:34 pm by betina-tangguh
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gw tutup semuanya skarang.....
gw kira....lu bakal jdin gw org terakhir di hidup lu
tp kenyataannya ga...
lu lebih milih ce br lu skarang dibanding gw yg nemenin lu slm 4 th ini
gw hrs trima kenyataan ini walaupun pahit
walaupun sakit
dan semuanya berakhir gt aja
tanpa kata.......
bingung...sedih n ga percaya
np semua ini terjadi..
np Tuhan ga adil !!!
np gw tersakiti lg.....
np lu bs brubah??
lu dah ga sayang ma gw!
lu dah ga peduli ma gw!
lu udah pergi...!!! lu dah mati...
n skarang gw ga akan dateng di hidup lu lg!!!
atau mempertanyakan hub kita...
mdh2an lu bhgia selalu...
dgn pilihan lu skarang...
amien
Posted at 05:20 pm by betina-tangguh
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Aug 13, 2008
thx bwt semuanya..gw ga bs bilang satu2.pengkhianatan..perubahan..
mg2 yg lu tunjukin skarang
krn lu bnr2......
pgn miliki gw selamanya..
Posted at 08:01 pm by betina-tangguh
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Jul 8, 2008
Lu blnG sYnG..cinTa..
Tp Lu ttP..SlinGKuHin gW..
jaHaT!!
tegA..!!
`N skArAnG..
Lu ttp pNGeN..nGejLaNiN Lg..hUb yG AncUR kY gn?
teRLaLu sAkiT..bWT gW..
sbnRnYa gW gA mo..
Posted at 10:08 am by betina-tangguh
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Nov 12, 2004
At first I was afraid I was petrified I kept thinking I could never live without you by my side But then I spent so many nights Just thinking how you'd done me wrong And I grew strong I learned how to get along So now you're back From outer space I just walked in to find you here Without the look upon your face I should have changed my f-ing lock I would have made you leave your key If I'd have known for just one second You'd be back to bother me Oh now go, Walk out the door Just turn around now You're not welcome anymore Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire Did you think I'd crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die Oh no, not I I will survive As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive I've got all my life to live I've got all my love to give I will survive I will survive Yeah, yeah It took all the strength I had Just not to fall apart I'm trying hard to mend the pieces Of my broken heart And I spent oh so many nights Just feeling sorry for myself I used to cry But now I hold my head up high " And you see me With somebody new I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you And so you thought you'd just drop by And you expect me to be free But now I'm saving all my loving For someone who's loving me " Oh now go, Walk out the door Just turn around now You're not welcome anymore Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire Did you think I'd crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die Oh no, not I I will survive As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive I've got all my live to live I've got all my love to give I will survive I will survive Yeah, yeah
Posted at 03:04 pm by betina-tangguh
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lo dmn..??
saat gw ngebutuhin lo...
lo dmn..?
saat gw butuh pelukan lo...
lo dmn...??
saat gw butuh temen...
lo dmn...??!!
saat gw bener2 butuh dukungan dari lo
temen kyk apa seh lo...
sumpeh.. gw benci bgt ma lo...
inikah lo yg dulu...
lo yg gw knal ..
yg mo nemenin gw kmana aja..
yg mo nyuciin baju gw..
ngrapiin bed gw..
dan membiarkan gw menangis di pundak nya
yg rela gak ke gereja..
cuman gara2 pgn nemenin gw..
dmn lo yg dulu..??!..
Posted at 02:57 pm by betina-tangguh
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